I think one day everything will be cleared and uncluttered from my head but you know.. there’s still too much shit going on in my noggin..

What ifs, and coulda beens, and wishes, promises..

I know I made promises to people and you know I really do think I’ll keep them too.. I just can’t do it today, maybe not tomorrow, or even in a week but hey at least I remember.. and I always will..

all my wishes and hopes and dreams the lies I made to myself and people.. ill pay for them 70 fold easily anyone who knows me I’ll eventually self inflict some emotional pain that tears me in 2 cause I’m just a recluse unstable asshole sometimes..

Hey but that’s me and if you know me, like me, love me.. I’ll probably always be that way and I don’t plan on changing it anytime soon.

I’ll wont forget the promises I made, the dreams, the wishes, those what ifs or coulda beens. Cause that’s me.

I’ll never forget.
Never forget.